Yes. When I was younger, I thought people I was friends with would always be there
Even once high school was nearing completion, I thought many of us would go to the same colleges and still see each other.

I'll never forget what one of the speakers said during HS graduation. " Take a look around, because this will be the last time you see some people". Never dawned on me till then.

I feel the same way with family. No closeness and
No coming together.

Yes I do. I'm an introvert, so I keep to myself.
I'm a geek so I have nieche interests.
I'm a nerd so that scares people away
I got "unique" sexual tastes, so that keeps people at bay.

Yes, since I have never been married and don't have kids, sometimes it is lonely.

I have a bad habit of drifting away, often isolating myself
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Yes because i am and have been alone since my parents died when i was 4.

Yes, I’m not good with friendships

Every single day.

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Majority of the time i do. But im doing good for myself so i cant complain.

Sometimes. Not all.