I Feel So Alone

I'm just a girl who fell in love w the most amazing guy I've ever met but after 5 years i lost him the night he got into an argument w someone and got shot...I've tried to move on but no guy treats me the way he did. Depression and suicidal thoughts consume me everyday.
Life hasn't been the same...ppl say i should move on but that's all just lead me to 2 men sexually abusing me. It's heartbreaking when you lose the one you called your soulmate.

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waynekerr · 51-55, M

Everything happens for a reason, and no matter how unfair and wrong it seems, you weren't meant to be with that guy. It takes time, but your pain will heal. The only way to overcome such pain is to fall in love again and be uplifted by that experience. The right guy will come along.

Footnote: beware of old guys that might use your need for sympathy and understanding to manipulate you into a relationship you don't need.