I Feel So Alone

I'v always been a loner,hermit,not much interested in people around me,except my family obviously.Living alone for past 10 years now,never felt the "need" to be with someone.Got no friends,at least real ones,mostly platonic level,I don't see them very often.Lately,waking up every day thinking the same thing over and over,why do I feel this way,why do I suddenly need someone,why do I have to walk alone.I don't want to wake up alone anymore,I had enough,might as well it be a close friend,just someone for God's sake.I am tired of trying to find my other half.I'm tired of myself.