I Am Not Alone, But I Still Feel Alone
Today is a rainy day. A sad rainy day. I'm in the bus on my way home. The long and lonely ride gives me time to think about stuff. And that's what I'm doing.
I was a happy child. Didn't really worry about anything. I had a nice warm family that really cared about me. I cant wait to see them again soon.
As I look out of the buss window I see a lot of grass. A flat countryside with lots of grass. I feel home already. One more hour untill I'm really home. Time passes by slowly.
As I grew older I started to see the world a little different. Why are kids so mean to other kids? Why don't people look into each others eyes when they hurt each other. Why do you hurt someone innocent while you got hurt by someone that isn't.
I still got a few friends left. But I wonder if they still are my friends when time tears us appart. Isn't it unfair how life constantly changes? Just when you feel save and happy something happens and ruins it all. I still miss the ones I already lost. I only carry their memories. That keeps them alive in my head.
In life we got bonds with people. Some bonds are better then others. Bonds are both a blessing and a curse. I know that life will hurt me again with these bonds. The closer you are with someone the more it hurts when they leave. Or when you leave.
I was born. Born is a world with people. I got flaws. Everyone's got flaws. We love. We hate. We lose and we gain. But in the end we all lose. We can't win this game called life. Even when we try so hard.
I was a happy child. Didn't really worry about anything. I had a nice warm family that really cared about me. I cant wait to see them again soon.
As I look out of the buss window I see a lot of grass. A flat countryside with lots of grass. I feel home already. One more hour untill I'm really home. Time passes by slowly.
As I grew older I started to see the world a little different. Why are kids so mean to other kids? Why don't people look into each others eyes when they hurt each other. Why do you hurt someone innocent while you got hurt by someone that isn't.
I still got a few friends left. But I wonder if they still are my friends when time tears us appart. Isn't it unfair how life constantly changes? Just when you feel save and happy something happens and ruins it all. I still miss the ones I already lost. I only carry their memories. That keeps them alive in my head.
In life we got bonds with people. Some bonds are better then others. Bonds are both a blessing and a curse. I know that life will hurt me again with these bonds. The closer you are with someone the more it hurts when they leave. Or when you leave.
I was born. Born is a world with people. I got flaws. Everyone's got flaws. We love. We hate. We lose and we gain. But in the end we all lose. We can't win this game called life. Even when we try so hard.
