I Feel Alone

It's very hard to find someone who would be able to pick up that I'm a little.
I'm normally a caregiver and a confident leader to everyone, except when it comes to certain people I'm a little closer to or I'm in a smaller mindset. But everyone thinks it's just part of my personality.
There was one person who noticed and gave me attention. Neither one of us made it blunt, but hinted at it.
Even in private.
I miss the attention because now I'm just ignored by most people I talk to..