how to leave and come out of your negative lifestyle and thoughts ?

@WiseGirl: the main question is how. Everybody just tells what.

@notaregularguy: I just told you how I did it. Being around loving people also doing your job with a passion helps.

I don't know my passion, and too reserved and fearful to try anything. And too confused and broken .

@notaregularguy: I don't believe you are a lost cause. Please talk to a friend someone who will help you out of this state.

Nah, those whom I thought was my friends, left me. And my family too, thinks I am doing drama. And TBH, I have tried thousands of people offline and online but eventually everyone leaves and don't care. I even went to therapists, but they all talk theoretical. So..I m here, literally, all alone.

@notaregularguy: due to past experiences you think everyone is the same? There are no good people around anymore?

It's not that,but no more positivity and hope left. I can't tell you how scarred I am from inside.