How can I trust ppl when they prove to be untrustworthy?

This is very testing on those close to me! They should feel privileged @BondGirl84:

@JovialPlutonian: yea i can understand that - but very few people that are close to me - i don't trust them anymore - learned the hard way - my sister really fucked things up for me esp more so within the last year & its been really hard to let go but finally have - still in contact with her but she knows she doesn't have my trust

@BondGirl84: yes this is exactly how I am with many ppl; I will tell them I love them (which I do) but that they don't make me feel I can trust them