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Yes I miss it. But I love it here too. This site was my only salvation when I was feeling suicidal and fatalistic all last year.
LadyWioness · 56-60, F
I hope you're feeling better now; I've been there before, and it's rough.

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@ZenLioness: I wish I could say I'm better, yesterday I should have been dead one year ago. I'm feeling a lot of survivor guilt lol. But I still have days now where I just want to say "fuck it all" and pull the plug in my life.
LadyWioness · 56-60, F
@AwakeningConfession9: I think more people than will admit have all felt this way. I pose this question to you though; what gifts that you have that bring joy to others would never shine forth again from taking your life? We're all needed, or we'd die. You've survived your worst day so far, and there's a reason for it. You're stronger than you realize. Please don't feel like you're alone. Plenty of people here to talk to, including myself.

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@ZenLioness: thanks 🤗😀 it's hard dealing with this, I am on my own with no support from friends oh wait? What friends lol. My family is pretty much estranged, I have and doubt that I will leave any legacy behind in my life. All that has been getting to me lately and I question why I'm still here.