When a man truly loves you, that is what turns me on

I came across this Facebook post that asked everybody “what turns you on the most about your partner other than obvious reasons” or something like that and I didn’t wanna sound cheesy, but no seriously the fact that he loves me turns me on 🤣🤣😭😭🤦🏿‍♀ and I don’t know why I get so shy when I talk about him and it’s not like I don’t wanna talk about him. And by the way, I know I’m constantly pointing out negative things about him on here, but really I get so shy when I talk about his good qualities and how special he makes me feel. You know how when you have a crush when you’re a kid, but you are so shy about having a crush that’s how I feel that same shy feeling. I just start to blush when I’m talking about him. I don’t know why it’s just the fact that I feel safe and loved by him when normally I’m just so erratic and crazy and for me to have like these soft feelings kinda puts me on the spot a little bit because normally I’m supposed to be mad at him all the time. I was talking to my sister-in-law about him and like I didn’t want her to look at me because I was blushing and it was so embarrassing talking about how much I love him 😭😭