I can’t wait until he comes home to me

Because it’s been such a bad day with my three year-old 😢 he kept unplugging the TV in his room and his baby sister would cry. He would provoke her too and she would scream. Then I told him to sit down and eat his food and he smeared cheese all over the dining room chair that he was sitting in. And he was using that chair to get on top of the fridge because I was hiding candy from him up there. each time I would move the chair back. He would move it back to the fridge and it scrapes the floor. 😫😫 I really need to put him in preschool because he needs to do something during the day whenever I’m off work since his brother is at school and isn’t here to entertain him, I thought about taking him to grandma, but that shouldn’t be the alternative for everything. So I asked if my sister-in-law could come over and help me cause it’s just been a bad day. I really needed him here. And as embarrassing as it is I cried to him on his lunch break asking him if maybe he could just ask his boss or whatever to let him get off work early. And I know it just doesn’t work like that. I mean, obviously you can’t just do that. I don’t know what I was thinking ,but I was having a mental breakdown and on top of that, I’m not feeling well.