I at least support him on his fitness journey
I’m literally his biggest cheerleader! I’m always cheering him on and being the best support that I can be. Because I’m very proud of him. I’m so proud of him. I know it may look like I don’t support him, but I do. Again a lot of times I don’t post the positive stuff. I don’t know why I always seem to just post about the negative stuff going on. We have a lot of good moments not everything is just terrible not everything is bad. We don’t always fight.
I know in therapy he told me that it feels like I don’t support him that he feels like he just can’t get my approval. I think about that a lot almost daily and it hurts me because I look up to him. He’s my motivator to finish school work hard and get healthy even tho he’s never been overweight. I think that’s why he spends a lot of time in the gym is to get away from me because he feels like I’m just toxic and the gym just an easy place to get your mind off of things. And so it hurts that he told me that he wasn’t eating dinner tonight and was gonna go to the gym after work. I mean by the time he comes home the kids are gonna be in bed plus the kids were really looking forward to eating dinner with him. And he told me that he’s not mad at me. He just wanted to get his workout in and I’m fine with that but also I don’t know what he’s truly thinking or how he actually feels about me right now since I was upset with him earlier for misplacing the baby wipes. I feel like I didn’t handle that the best way, but I apologize to him.
I know in therapy he told me that it feels like I don’t support him that he feels like he just can’t get my approval. I think about that a lot almost daily and it hurts me because I look up to him. He’s my motivator to finish school work hard and get healthy even tho he’s never been overweight. I think that’s why he spends a lot of time in the gym is to get away from me because he feels like I’m just toxic and the gym just an easy place to get your mind off of things. And so it hurts that he told me that he wasn’t eating dinner tonight and was gonna go to the gym after work. I mean by the time he comes home the kids are gonna be in bed plus the kids were really looking forward to eating dinner with him. And he told me that he’s not mad at me. He just wanted to get his workout in and I’m fine with that but also I don’t know what he’s truly thinking or how he actually feels about me right now since I was upset with him earlier for misplacing the baby wipes. I feel like I didn’t handle that the best way, but I apologize to him.
