I’m sitting here at work thinking about him

My baby 🥺 I care about him and I love him so much. But we both had to set boundaries with each other and one of the boundaries he gave me was not texting him while he’s at work unless he’s on lunch break. So I have another hour before he goes on lunch before I can send him my message 😞😞

I want you guys to know that I respect him and I know sometimes I can be clingy towards him, but that’s just because of my upbringing. I didn’t really have anyone that loved me or showed me love. He taught me what love was and I know that’s cheesy but now he really did and now I’m crazy about him. It’s like I have to be next to him all day. But I guess he really doesn’t like that. He doesn’t think that I should be like that. But honestly, what man wouldn’t want his girl to be crazy about him I feel like guy secretly want their girl to show appreciation and be admired. They deeply want that. my brother even told me that he wished his wife was like me and how I am towards my ex. So yeah, those proof that I’m not doing anything wrong it’s just that he likes to make me feel bad for being me 😞😞 this is literally what most of our fights are about because we just can’t accept the fact that we are two different people. And that my personality is strong and I guess sometimes he just doesn’t want me all over him so it’s like OK I’ll leave you alone and let you go stay at a hotel