I really think he’s not into me anymore

Because I was laying on our bed, I can’t say if I had clothes on or not, 😬 but I was pretending to be asleep hoping he’d make a move but he walked in and didn’t even do anything 😔 he just went to the bathroom, washed his hands and then left 😔😔 the reason why he came over was to finish mowing the side yard and of course to see the kids. So yeah I think he moved on, but it’s OK. I’ve moved on because I like getting to look at other men today. I went into Walmart and I saw these hot Mexican construction workers 😩😩 and I should be allowed to flirt now since we broken up, I should be allowed to go out and do crazy things but still keep my distance. I mean, I still want to mess around with guys but I don’t want to find anybody. I just want to remain single. And when I say mess around, I’m talking about like kissing and going on dates and flirting. that’s it. And honestly, I don’t even mind if he finds somebody. I don’t mind if he finds another girl and he gets married to her and has a bunch of kids. I’d be happy for them. But I’m not gonna have any more kids with any other man.