I miss having someone in my bed holding me
It’s been two nights without him but y’all I had to do what I had to do. That doesn’t mean that I don’t love him. That doesn’t mean I don’t think about him. It just means that I finally respect myself enough to not put up with disrespect from ANYBODY! You dont get to hurt me and make me feel worthless. I do that everyday to myself but I need to start loving myself. I’m gonna start with putting myself first. I will be fine without him. It’s the kids I worry about because I’m not gonna lie they like him more than they like me. He was so good to them and cool. That is something I will always give him. We may have not been perfect for each other, but he is so great with my kids. And they listen to him more than they listen to me and I’ve been with them longer.
Also, I want to say that we are on good terms. So even though we are broken up, we’re not fighting. That is what I mean there is no drama and we’re doing that for the kids sake. We’re gonna put our differences aside for them because he’s right they do deserve two parents two loving parents and even though we don’t love each other, we’re gonna try to do our best to get along. He actually told me that we should do that. So no, I’m not gonna completely sh!t on him and talk bad about him just because things didn’t work out. I’m not like that. He may think I’m like that, but I’m not. He may go and tell everybody a different story, but I know the truth. I’m gonna let him see his kids even the ones who aren’t biologically his. Because he loves loves them just as if they are his. he may go tell a different story. He may tell everyone that I’m not letting him see them. But I wouldn’t do that to him.
Also, I want to say that we are on good terms. So even though we are broken up, we’re not fighting. That is what I mean there is no drama and we’re doing that for the kids sake. We’re gonna put our differences aside for them because he’s right they do deserve two parents two loving parents and even though we don’t love each other, we’re gonna try to do our best to get along. He actually told me that we should do that. So no, I’m not gonna completely sh!t on him and talk bad about him just because things didn’t work out. I’m not like that. He may think I’m like that, but I’m not. He may go and tell everybody a different story, but I know the truth. I’m gonna let him see his kids even the ones who aren’t biologically his. Because he loves loves them just as if they are his. he may go tell a different story. He may tell everyone that I’m not letting him see them. But I wouldn’t do that to him.
