I got up early this morning to take the kids over to grandma’s house
And the first thing they asked when they got up is where daddy was 😢😭😭 and I’m starting to feel guilty, but you know what I’m just so tired with everything going on. Why did I feel so alone whenever I was with him? Why did I feel like I was a single mother? Why did I feel like I was doing everything on my own? He keeps asking me what he did wrong. But yall, I’ve spent so long trying to explain how I felt that I don’t even have the energy to explain it to him anymore. Plus, he showed many signs that he didn’t care. So I just don’t know how to keep loving someone who makes me feel so alone 😔💔




