He made me upset this morning 😞😞
I was extra touchy with him and he was like “alright, I gotta get to work”
I mean, I’m not upset about him having to go to work. It’s just the fact that I was in the mood for something and he left literally 45 minutes early 😭😭 when we had time for something 😭😭😭
He didn’t even tell me why he had to leave 45 minutes early because usually he tells me this stuff. So once again here I am feeling like Shrek feeling like I disgust him. Feeling like he doesn’t want me. I know he wants me. It’s just that remember my brain? Sometimes my brain tells me the wrong things and so I had felt like he didn’t want me anymore. But I was able to get over it and calm myself down and I talked myself through it so I am proud of myself, but I’m just writing down that he made me feel unwanted this morning so that I can bring it up in therapy next Wednesday.
I mean, I’m not upset about him having to go to work. It’s just the fact that I was in the mood for something and he left literally 45 minutes early 😭😭 when we had time for something 😭😭😭
He didn’t even tell me why he had to leave 45 minutes early because usually he tells me this stuff. So once again here I am feeling like Shrek feeling like I disgust him. Feeling like he doesn’t want me. I know he wants me. It’s just that remember my brain? Sometimes my brain tells me the wrong things and so I had felt like he didn’t want me anymore. But I was able to get over it and calm myself down and I talked myself through it so I am proud of myself, but I’m just writing down that he made me feel unwanted this morning so that I can bring it up in therapy next Wednesday.
