After our therapy appointment, my windshield gets cracked.

There’s nothing anyone can do about it. It wasn’t even paying attention to see if it was the truck or if it was just roadside debris, but I’m gonna have to pay for that out-of-pocket it sucks didn’t realize how expensive life was 🙄 See this is why I want to go back to doing s3x work. Because imagine making $300 an hour instead of making $15. I rarely post on OF because I feel ugly about my body, but I might have to start posting again to cover the windshield. And by the way, I’m not gonna ask him to pay for this because I don’t want people to think that I’m using him. I mean, I know he wants to take care of me but still. That was one of the reasons why he broke up with me last year. It was because he was done with me. He was doing all this stuff for me and feeling like it didn’t matter to me. I think I need to start expressing how much he means to me because he did bring that up. He opened up in the session and told me that he misses when I was sweet 🥺🥺 instead of getting defensive I listened to him and I told him that I was sorry 🤷🏿‍♀ because what else am I supposed to say? If he feels that way then that’s just how he feels and I just can’t seem to do a better job at being his girlfriend. That’s how I personally feel but. I didn’t even mention any of that to him because what’s the point?