Should we ride separately 🤣🤣

@ScreamingFox I know he loves me. It’s just so complicated right now with me and the stuff that I’m going through mentally it’s affecting our relationship that’s what is what’s going on. I feel like.. I mean he does do nice things for me but all I want is for him to propose to me so sometimes I feel like he doesn’t love me because we’ve been off and on for four years and he doesn’t want to be with anyone else and I don’t wanna be with anyone else so it’s like why not just get married? I mean I know he’s waiting. I know he has things in line like he wants his family to be able to come to the wedding, but they have their own schedule but it’s the fact that he hasn’t proposed to me yet either. And plus let’s not forget that whenever I was three months pregnant, he left me 😞😞 that’s something I will never forget. I mean I forgive him and he has stepped up to the plate and turned around but still he put me through a lot of emotional stress just last year so yes, I know that he loves me but there’s a lot of complications going on 😔