Im kinda nervous about couples therapy, yall

It’s not until a few days from now but I just don’t know what’s gonna happen and if we can be fixed. I wish I could say “we clearly love each other” but I’m not sure if that’s true. I love him so fukin much it hurts but idk if he truly feels the same way. I don’t want anything to happen to us. He’s my person, I don’t want anyone else. I don’t want to split up but I deserve happiness and peace. He does too. I’m not gonna lie and make it seem like it’s all him. I take part in it too. Us arguing over everything and acting like little kids. It’s so childish. I want us to be adults. I know he wants that too as much as i do but we just don’t know how to get there without professional help. Hopefully the therapist can help us fall in love again soon because I don’t wanna be going to the therapy for years. I want us to just go to a few sessions and then love each other again and STAY in love