I know he can’t read my mind 🙄
But from his sarcastic remarks, basically I can’t bring things up because he’s just gonna dismiss my feelings. He’s such a jerk and idk anymore. I just dont know how to handle all this because I’m breaking down and I’m just thinking about going some place else. I know when I’m no longer loved. Because he wouldn’t hurt me like this. He wouldn’t make me cry if he truly loved me. It’s bad that I have to tell all these things to ChatGPT because I have nobody else to talk to 😥😥
I can’t talk to him because he’s the one doing all this stuff to me AND he doesn’t wanna listen. He wants to get smart with me. He was like “Well I didn’t know to ask that! Next time I’ll start reading your mind then” he said that to me this morning 😔😔 and with that type of attitude I feel like he just doesn’t care about my feelings anymore so I just wanna stop all this. I wanna stop getting hurt and find peace. Im just not ok in the head to be fighting with him. Im not ok in the head to be in relationships. Idek how I got here. Because I’ve never been with anyone this long. We’ve been together off and on for over 4 years now and that’s the longest relationship I’ve been in so again I’m not used to this. I never really learned how to be a better girlfriend and I think that’s why he won’t marry me so it’s whatever I guess.
I can’t talk to him because he’s the one doing all this stuff to me AND he doesn’t wanna listen. He wants to get smart with me. He was like “Well I didn’t know to ask that! Next time I’ll start reading your mind then” he said that to me this morning 😔😔 and with that type of attitude I feel like he just doesn’t care about my feelings anymore so I just wanna stop all this. I wanna stop getting hurt and find peace. Im just not ok in the head to be fighting with him. Im not ok in the head to be in relationships. Idek how I got here. Because I’ve never been with anyone this long. We’ve been together off and on for over 4 years now and that’s the longest relationship I’ve been in so again I’m not used to this. I never really learned how to be a better girlfriend and I think that’s why he won’t marry me so it’s whatever I guess.
