It’s like every time there’s a spark between us or something sweet happens

My mind just goes back to that day when he left me when I wasn’t even 3 months pregnant with his baby. I feel like I’m ruining this relationship because I can’t get over it and even though he has apologize and admitted that he was wrong and has clearly made up for it, I still can’t ever forget the fact that you denied our daughter for like 6 months.

This was last year during this time. In case yall didn’t know I was alone during my last pregnancy which was last year of 2025. And our baby that he denied for 6 months isn’t even 10 months old yet. I went through so much stress because of him because I just wanted him back but he kept ignoring me. He accused me of doing something that I didn’t do and he was so wrong. I can’t forget that no matter how much I love him 😞 no matter how great of a man he is no matter how great of a father he is. I can’t just let that slide, especially when he said some mean things to me and accuse me of something that I would never do to him. Shaming me and calling me a wh0re is one thing (which he’s never done but I’m sure he was thinking it because he accused me of cheating on him) but calling me a “baby mama” was the worst thing he has ever said to me because we agreed that we wouldn’t say those things. He is not my baby daddy. He is the kid’s father and I am not his baby mama! I get so mad when people say he’s my baby daddy. It makes me sound ghetto which I’m not ghetto. But that day whenever he left, he tried to accuse me of being like that 😔 and it just hurts every time I hear the word baby mama even if it’s someone else talking about it