I jinx myself a lot

And I hate it. I can go into an interview dressed nice and prepared and thinking I will get the job. Never happens

A few days ago I had a job interview and was like meh, watch me not get the job. They’re just gonna waste my time and get my hopes up so why should I even bother trying to look nice. I went in wearing a dress and some boots nothing business casual at all. I just got a call back with them giving me the job offer.

My life is so confusing