It’s like how can he make love to me like that and not ask me to be his wife 😣😣

How can you spend 20 minutes eating it and not think “damn this is some trophy wife pu$$y” 🙄 ugh I hate him 😥

I think it’s time I do bite the bullet and talk to him about how I’ve been feeling lately. Because things just don’t add up. You can’t just have me waiting all this time because I’m starting to become unsure about you. I can’t tell if you truly love me. I feel like you don’t love me. You only just want to fuk me and have kids with me and stress me out and make me cry!!! Some of yall keep wondering why I keep letting him 😥 I guess cause it’s so hard to break away.

Sad part is that this whole time I’ve been super in love with him and I’ve considered myself a lucky girl because he’s hot but I’m really just fooling myself. Not everything should be about looks. I deserve better. I deserve a man that loves me too. I deserve a man who wants to be with me long term. I deserve a man that sees more in me than just wanting to fuk. And btw I’m not saying he only wants to fuk. I’m not gonna lie and make him seem like he isn’t a good father because he absolutely is. It’s just basically you are kinda a fuk boy because fuk boys aren’t looking for marriage they’re just looking to get what they want and he’s doing me dirty so I’m just gonna leave again after the trip 😥