I may never find love and I’m ok with that

I guess I’m just too ugly or something. I’m just a monster. But all my life men have just got what they wanted and left me. I don’t know why I’m the only woman who can’t keep a man. Behind all of this wildness there’s a sweet genuine, passionate girl who only ever wanted to love somebody. It’s not fair because I love so deeply. And you will feel my love. I just want to give my love to somebody before I die. I just don’t know why no man wants it. I guess I’m just an ogor or something. But it’s ok. Some of us girls have to accept the fact that we werent meant to be loved. We were just meant to be single mothers. It hurts so much, but I have to get used to it. But I’m not gonna let this break me. I don’t need to be upset over a bunch of men who aren’t even worth it anymore. I want a man from the 50s, a real man. Men these days are too feminine.