I’m still upset about what happened on Friday 😔😔

Part of me wishes I didn’t went, but if I hadn’t went, I would’ve never learned. I would’ve learned much harsher somewhere down the road if I had hadn’t learned anything from Friday. And I know I’m stupid. I know I make dumb impulsive mistakes like that I mean after knowing him for like two months. Looking back yeah that was a terrible mistake because you just don’t know even when you’re messaging somebody it may seem like everything is real. Everything‘s OK and even when I was messaging him in the beginning, he did seem like he wasn’t interested in me. And y’all thought that he was just being a gentleman in the beginning?? HA!!! But it’s crazy how your perspective can just change on somebody. In the beginning, they might’ve been a gentleman but then doing what he did to me? I would’ve never saw that coming. Because I was the one who was chasing after him FIRST!! And even though I don’t want him anymore, it’s just whenever I got my eye on somebody I want them! But maybe I should learn to not go about it that way because you will get hurt. And they will not care.