My brother gave me the bestest hug this morning

Lately he’s been upset with me along with everybody else but I’ve been under a lot of pressure and I don’t think him or my ex or anybody else noticed. So I just broke down this morning when I got home from the ER because all throughout my pregnancy I’ve just felt so alone. Don’t get me wrong, he and everybody else have helped me out a lot including my ex and I appreciate them and I love them sooooo much. I don’t ever want them to think I’ve been using them. I just don’t know how I could ever repay them. Especially my brother for letting me stay at his house this whole time. That’s huge of him and I know he loves me it’s just we’ve been butting heads lately because everybody is stressed out. We got our own lives and living together is tough. But despite the inconvenience of there going to be a screaming newborn in his house in a few weeks, he’s still excited about her coming soon and they were even hoping that this trip to the ER was gonna be her early! Nope! I sure wish but we still got a month to go. She’s ready to be here but not ready yet if that makes sense. She still not done baking in the oven but she’s been trying to escape. And I just want her safe and healthy so please do not jinx her coming anytime soon! I want her to make it to her due date. But if it’s like a few days early, that’s OK but not when we still got a month left. I don’t want any problems for my baby because she deserves the world. But definitely it’s sweet to know that her daddy and her uncle loves her and was anticipating on getting to see her way early 🥺🥺