I’ve laid in bed all day long. I was supposed to clean the house because my brother wanted me to.
But I’m like dude I just can’t today. I can’t with anything today at all. I feel like I can’t function. I feel like I can’t move. I feel like I can’t think I feel like I can’t stop crying. I feel like I can’t stop being upset. I’m just done. But I will be OK. I will be strong. I’ve made it this far.
I was even supposed to go and see my therapist today but I hate that dude so much. I want another therapist so that’s why I’ve been skipping out on therapy because I don’t like my therapist but really why do I need therapy when I can use SW as my therapist?
Anyways, I’m just gonna go back to sleep. I plan on sleeping the whole day away until it’s time to go get the kids. Or maybe I could just have their dad do it because I need a day off and plus y’all should be proud of me because I’ve been looking for new jobs. But I don’t think anyone’s gonna hire me this late in my pregnancy which I understand so maybe I should just take it easy these last couple months.
I was even supposed to go and see my therapist today but I hate that dude so much. I want another therapist so that’s why I’ve been skipping out on therapy because I don’t like my therapist but really why do I need therapy when I can use SW as my therapist?
Anyways, I’m just gonna go back to sleep. I plan on sleeping the whole day away until it’s time to go get the kids. Or maybe I could just have their dad do it because I need a day off and plus y’all should be proud of me because I’ve been looking for new jobs. But I don’t think anyone’s gonna hire me this late in my pregnancy which I understand so maybe I should just take it easy these last couple months.
22-25, F
