Maybe I could have my brother help me
Because he and him kinda developed this brotherly love. They literally have a lot in common. But I just want my brother to just ask him what is his thoughts on marriage and if he could drop hints so that my boyfriend would have it on his mind and he could start thinking about it. Because I just don’t know what this man wants and why he hasn’t proposed yet.
Even my mom asks for updates and I just tell her we’re working on it. Because idk what else I can tell her other than the obvious fact he doesn’t really want to be with me because I’m ugly and annoying. Idk why I allow this stuff to happen. I deserve better. But I don’t want to leave him because I love him so much and he’s great with the kids. I love seeing him in father mode and I love looking at his sweet face. I would miss that.
I know for a fact he wouldn’t miss me at all because it’s easy for men to move on, with us females it’s not and so we end up getting too attached and hurt the most when men can just move on and find somebody else. We’re going on 3 years and I’m sure he is capable of finding somebody else and just forgetting about us. But I can’t.
Even my mom asks for updates and I just tell her we’re working on it. Because idk what else I can tell her other than the obvious fact he doesn’t really want to be with me because I’m ugly and annoying. Idk why I allow this stuff to happen. I deserve better. But I don’t want to leave him because I love him so much and he’s great with the kids. I love seeing him in father mode and I love looking at his sweet face. I would miss that.
I know for a fact he wouldn’t miss me at all because it’s easy for men to move on, with us females it’s not and so we end up getting too attached and hurt the most when men can just move on and find somebody else. We’re going on 3 years and I’m sure he is capable of finding somebody else and just forgetting about us. But I can’t.
