I think the reason why all this bad stuff is happening to me

Is because when I was a sex worker if I wasn’t attracted to the guy I would ask him if I could moan someone else’s name of somebody I had a crush on to help me cum and to help me get turned on. Do you know how humiliating that is? if I was a man I would feel so ugly if a girl asked to do that. Now looking back I’m just sorry I ever did that to anybody 😞 y’all don’t know how horrible I am

But it’s not like I did it to humiliate them I did it so that they would get their money’s worth.