So sorry that you went through the whole day like that. Your a bigger person than you give yourself credit for. Even though your parents knew you were "moody", you never took it out on anyone. You held it together the best you could and looked at every event in a different way when possible.

Sad that your parents didn't ask you what was going on, but it appears that by not asking is the only way they feel they can deal with things. If they don't ask and are not told, then they feel it's not their problem or issue.

On a good side note, Classical Guitar is the hardest there is to play and master. You have a talent that very few will ever understand and enjoy. I personally wish that I had learned Classical. If and when you want to learn any other style of playing trust me it will be much easier for you too. A Classical Guitar is an Acoustic Guitar so your uncle really didn't know what he was talking about. Keep enjoying playing and learning Classical, it show that you are one dedicated person willing to do what it takes to get it right.

aww i am so sorry it was such a bad day for you and it was supposed to be a special day - to be honest i wouldn't say you were fault for anything - anybody in that situation would be upset over what was happening

whatever you do though - don't hurt yourself more for this - i have been in situations like this and i can totally relate to Grinch in the picture as well ^^

coming from that is hard especially when you feel like everyone is trying to be happy but you can't be happy with them for that - and maybe yes you did go over a little tiny bit to edge but it was really unfair to single you out as well

as for now - just cool off and stop thinking about what happened - think about making tomorrow better - i know right now you feel like you are messing up everything in the world but that's just because you are agitated - if you relax and think things through it'll be a whole lot simpler :)

and then go talk to your dad - tell him calmly, earnestly how you felt about yesterday - don't hurt him - be nice and yet true - you don't have to tell him you expected presents or the sort but tell him why you were upset and how you feel like sometimes he needs to understand what you like as well -

try to seek some time with him as well - i am sure you feel like you are greatly misunderstood but then you'd be surprised when you see that even the other side feels that way as well - i experienced that and it wasn't the nicest feeling but then i felt a whole lot better after we understood each other better

and lastly don't let other people bother you - and by that i mean extended family - they might have the term 'family' attached but i feel like they are sort of the most annoying people on earth -

your immediate family though - your mom and dad are the ones who will always be there for you every step of the way - it might not always seem like that but if you are sincere and willing to listen and honest about yourself to them - you'd wish you'd have done it sooner :)

wishing you a nice Christmas and a much much better new year filled with love, joy and the warmest hugs ahead <3 stay awesome!

i'm sorry you had a crappy christmas. lots of love from a stranger in oregon to you. <3 this year i wasn't invited to be with any of my relatives. my dad's side of the family took a trip to the beach, and the weather is surprisingly really nice they put up pictures on Facebook. and i felt so envious. and my mom's side of the family went to washington. i think christmas can be overrated at times.

Things get better...I promise. Hang in there ❤️

yawn..... fuck me that was long