Sorry for what I did and said to you

I was a sharp piece of glass that lacerated anything in my near vicinity. You're the last person I wanted to hurt. I wasn't myself, and the fact that I hurt you, was the proof I needed to finally let go of everything. If I could take it all back I would, I miss you. You were like my little sister. I wish I could have been here for you all these years, but I barely made it out myself. I'm sorry. I believe in you. I don't want to intrude in your space, so I won't. If your curiosity ever takes you here, then I hope you know, that you're the best and always will be : )