What's the last thing to make you really nervous?

The last thing? Well, this might go over some people's heads....but this scared me whitless!

So, let's go back in time; Born a boy but, in my early teens found I identified as a woman, dressed, lived and worked as a woman from 16/17 onwards, taking meticulous attention to detail...keeping on point etc...

Then we hit Covid and us staff in IT were advised to work from home...and, when you work from home (or anything else done over the Covid years I'd wager) things can get a little bit lax - dressing, makeup etc.

The start portion of the year we were told we could come back to work....and I was terrified that I wouldn't pass again as a woman, so much so that I would have palpitations and weeks of sleepless nights....

I've never been so dry throated as I was going back to work that Monday....but everyone was in the same old boat.

Needless to say that my anxieties were unfounded and the day was ok..

Cass x

My kid snowboarding for the first time yesterday, was worried he’d either get too frustrated to continue or get hurt badly. He did well. 🙂

Lunch out with my kids yesterday. I was having a few outbursts and i always worry that someone will come up and get upset with me.

that cop following me as i walked home from work. This one didnt know me.thus I was suspiciously dusky for the neighborhood

My life was in danger twice last night.
Once on the way to Fry's and once on the back.
Two different vehicles, two diffrent men.
One intention.

Confirming some unsolicited reports about what I suspected but never investigated.
For people's saftey, I really didn't need or want o know.
Now I know.

Because I didn't, the danger level increased with the fear of me confirming the truth and what action I would take.

PTSD

Recently, the possibility of something being wrong with kidneys & chances of surgery made me worried.
Not get nervous easily but this was one situation.

Probably last week when my boss wanted to see me in his office and it was just to give me a gift card lol

when by mistake I made corrupted the hard disk of computer of my desk at my office

Thinking about my boy driving in the city in the winter.

Getting up.

Having a liver ultrasound last week. 🤔

Everything tbh. Anxiety sucks.

Basement flooding

When my daughter said, mommy, watch this, about two hours ago.

-she says mommy, she has her dad's account 😭

I was nervous when I got 2 dental implants on the 18th