If he ever needs to leave and just take a break from me to figure out if he really wants to be with me and everything I bring, I allow that

I think I worried him a little on the phone when I came to him crying about nothing. I just needed somebody to talk to at 1:30 in the morning and I knew he’d be the person because he was already up and at work. But I feel so selfish because he is at work and I was over here having a petty little anxiety attack over some bad dream I had. I’m really so childish. I’m not mature and I feel like that’s what he deserves. Somebody mature who doesn’t come with a lot of problems.