Do you ever feel like you’re Harry Potter and God is Hagrid or even Dumbledore?

I really need to watch those movies again as an adult. Because life got me feeling a lot like Harry Potter as what I remember being a kid. Especially in the first movies. Remember that scene when he was trying to go inside the brick wall like everybody else but he couldn’t pronounce the spell right? That scene literally sums up my life.
But then I feel like theres God or whatever my higher power is, by my side but still at a distance, mentoring me and I’ve realized that I’m really just a child, spiritually.