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totalrandoman · 100+, M
I practiced placing a noose around my neck and then cut off circulation to my brain. It was very quick and peaceful and I imagine it is a good alternative way to die. It takes very little weight to cut off circulation in the neck, I imagine 25 pounds of tension would be more than enough if you hit the right spot on the neck. Overall I am satisfied it is a surefire way to end my own life should that time come. For me, there is no such thing as an attempt. When I kill myself it will be just that, not a sloppily makeshift spur of the moment kind of thing. Which reminds me, I need to buy a good rope. It's useful to have handy for when I am eventually faced with the decision between pain or death.
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I do think about it quite often! if there was an easy painless sure method I may have tried it along time ago. Sometimes wonder why I keep holding on. I mean i'm alright not real depressed or anything just that this world , this life seems pretty void of meaning sometimes. Why are we here, what is our purpose? if you know what I mean! Obviously you didn't succeed in your attempt, so did you really try? I think if I decided to do it I would succeed.
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Yeah, it's a pattern..at the end my cowardice fails me
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I've never attempted it, but I've contemplated it plenty.
I've conconluded that it is only the weak who are able to rid themselves of their life.
Life is tough, and I commend everyone who pushes through it.
I've conconluded that it is only the weak who are able to rid themselves of their life.
Life is tough, and I commend everyone who pushes through it.
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coolboy86 · 36-40, M
do you suffer from depression hon im guessing not I do its not fun ok yes in a sense your right it is cowardly to commit suicide its the ultimate decision but is that something that you can relate to your probably on your little iphone 24/7 like omg omg like totally!!!!!!
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@coolboy86: I actually have suffered from severe depression. Anything else?
coolboy86 · 36-40, M
alright so howd you get over it or do you still have it
Coppercoil · M
Very good. Lots of important insights here. It was moving. I'm so glad you survived. Thank you for sharing.
Socialclutz · 36-40, M
my last suicide attempt took me to the loony bin for 2 months.
Socialclutz · 36-40, M
no, not happy with my life.
coolboy86 · 36-40, M
im not either man as we speak im drinking liquor my 30th bday is on 12/24 but im not happy a realy important great relationship with me and my ex gf ended in may of this year cause I was a dick sometimes idk dude idk what this life is all about
Socialclutz · 36-40, M
Sorry to hear about your breakup man. This has been a real shitty year for me too. Each year just gets worse and worse. I ate two 14 ounce containers of oreos today. I guess it's my drug equivalent. I do drink, but right now short on money.
MrSmooTh · 31-35, M
I drank a bottle of Brandy and swallowed a handful of pills. I saw the white light and everything. I'm lucky to be alive. It's not a good choice. There's no reason to do something like that.
MrSmooTh · 31-35, M
@coolboy86: Yeah and it felt like someone was putting pressure on my chest. It's almost like being awake and asleep at the same time
coolboy86 · 36-40, M
that's interesting you probably think theres life after death now is there like did you see a sign of life after death
MrSmooTh · 31-35, M
There is, but it's not the same
FuneralHome · 26-30, F
Last summer I did, but ended up in a hospital.
coolboy86 · 36-40, M
was she shocked
FuneralHome · 26-30, F
@coolboy86: I'm sure she was. I don't really remember much of that day, I try to forget about it.
coolboy86 · 36-40, M
I don't blame you
Visaic · 31-35, M
I was going to, but then I ended up playing a video game instead. Given how cynical and pessimistic I am now I'm actually shocked I haven't tried again.
Datdudeblack · 36-40, M
i tried several times. how it played out...im still here lol
SW-User
Many Times, but seems its not my time yet
FeliciaG · F
No. It's stupid and cowardly.