Is it ok to feel this?

Lol "funnels"

No because it means you're being ruled by fear.

It’s okay to feel what you feel.

I can't bring myself to think about death. Let alone feel the loss. Everyone keeps telling me, you have to grieve. You have to deal with the loss...
I just pour another shot into my glass and feel numb.🙄🥺

Every funeral I have been to makes we want to get closer to more people not less. Live is too short.