I was busy literally the entire day
And also thinking about something every second of the day. My brain literally feels like a rock and like I can’t stuff any more in. I just did some stupid shit with a potential partner which I know I’ll have to do willingness exercises and radical acceptance and meditation literally as soon as possible. And yet, it’s 11 pm, and I need to finish and submit my Calculus essay, my plan for my Columba final essay, and read a philosophy paper. I also just took my Seroquel and Viibryd WAY too late and I’m supposed to take Viibryd in the morning too. I’m going to be unfunctional tomorrow morning during philosophy class, if I can even get myself to go (and if I don’t go, I’ll be in serious danger of failing the classes due to too many absenses). My room’s such a wreck that there’s no place to put anything, there are a number of small things I need to do, I really wanna get high tomorrow FINALLY, and I want a friend to come over and watch a movie with me tomorrow, which I’ve been asking my friends to do for about 4 days now. And daydreaming urges are hitting me.
Anyway...I literally was busy the entire damn day. There was not a single minute I didn’t have something to do or someone to talk to or tutoring to get or class or making sure I didn’t miss my stop or being active in the support group.
Anyway...I literally was busy the entire damn day. There was not a single minute I didn’t have something to do or someone to talk to or tutoring to get or class or making sure I didn’t miss my stop or being active in the support group.
