I'm on prescribed meds for something the doctor diagnosed me with in which i dont have .

The doctor said I be on meds for a long time cause she treated me with something I dont have . I'm on the meds 4 years nearly now and for the past week my mind got very lustful and I'm blaming the meds for that .
I get over weight no 1
I hate taking them no 2
And I dont see why I should put my own peace of mind for second .
When I get the meds every 2 weeks by doctor I get very angry cause I feel I'm being treated wrong and set up and being made a scapegoat out of . It was like that when I took them and I was like that when I wasnt taking them .
I just dont see the point in taking something that would numb you and then on top of that the last 5 days my mind got very lustful and my moral of the story is that I'm not going against God and if means go cold Turkey off the meds I'm willing to do that .

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SW-User

Have you told her how you feel? Are you forced to take them?

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@SW-User I'm being threatened to take them . Definitely being forced . She said ill get un well again which before I seen her wasnt unwell . It was a set up and that's how she's threatening me with a pysche ward cause I ended up in there 4 years ago through a set up . In other words she's trying to destroy my mind and then convince everyone that my thinking is wrong . There's nothing wrong with thinking . I'm worried only with the withdrawals. And also she thinks people will listen to her cause she has power . That's how she's trying to frighten me .

SW-User

@riseofthemachine So, your doctor has a personal vendetta against you? Why?

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@SW-User she's treating me different to her other patience and at the start I explained to her that I can cope . I was only going through anxiety very bad back then and as I was getting better in myself she up the meds. I told her that there was a way out of it without meds and mental illness and when she heard that she put up my meds. I suppose if there was a way out for me they'd be a way for others so then there handing out meds to others without interest in patients. A way to hold on to there jobs . A person told me the med root is a money racket and I know some people need them but it scares the s**t out of me being on then cause your soul be destroyed from them as well . It takes me 2 days to recover from one injection of meds . That cant be right

SW-User

@riseofthemachine You might want to tell her what you're saying here. It sounds like she may need to change the medication you're on. Whatever is going on, whether you need to be on meds or not, the one you're on doesn't appear to be helping you.

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@SW-User I dont need to be on none . That's my point but she has my parents convinced I do .
If you met me you'd know that I've no mental illness problems . I was on meds in the 1st place over serious non stop bullying .

SW-User

@riseofthemachine Yeah, I can't tell. I'm not a doctor. But, telling her you're not feeling any different about things as you did before you were on them, and all the rest of the stuff you stated might help her diagnose you differently.

riseofthemachine · 41-45, M

@SW-User I want out of from the system. She's also afraid I'll commit suicide if I go off them but my personality is after getting stronger through the pain I went through and I reckon God done the hard work for me .