What kills you slowly inside?

@t3kkno Why do you feel like that?

See my sexless marriage post.

@t3kkno Don’t you have a new partner now? I would suggest a divorce, but you’re at retirement age. It wouldn’t be good financially.

Marriage is too broad a relationship to chuck it for one or two things. I think an awful lot of people (my generation at least) would say 85% perfect is as good as it gets.

@t3kkno Oh...?

@ShaythePanTransMan No relationship is 100% perfect. I see so many people dumping their partners because they think it should be. They destroy themselves financially and mess up their kids, then start the cycle over with a new partner.

@t3kkno Ah, now I see what you mean. Still...your marriage seems very strained the way you put it. It could be that you’re thinking about her the way you interact with her everyday while I only know what the short post said.

Well, it's been a 20 year adventure since my lowest point. I wouldn't trade the experiences, the feelings of love and desire for anything.

@t3kkno Oh, good.