Can you experience depression and peace at the same time

Why I asked, cause soul is very sore and it feels like leather in the inside , then I'm experiencing a bit of depression but feel peaceful at the same time . No mad thoughts flying through my head . I always put suffering down to the crucifixion of the lord. That's gives me fierce peace that belief I have . I also fear a lot less with that belief cause it's my comfort zone and it could be chaos on the outside but on the inside it doesn't bother me . I thought I'd never come to this point in my life cause before everyone else opinion mattered bar mine but it's totally different these days . I think be alone in life you experience a lot of depression but when you cant cope with depression you be looking for outside things to fix you