I dont know how to go on anymore

No money at all,no job,struggling food business,broken family,parents who dont care about me at all, struggling wid pcos,living in a poor area with noway out. I keep putin pressure on my partner to get me out and hes doing the best he can for me. I cant even keep a job bcos of my severe social anxiety. I ran out of 2 interviews,went to one job after two days i never went back. Suffering all my life. I cant do it anymore.