Do you see the cycle and pattern of present experiences?
It roots from past life experiences. I experienced the same pain from that first love thing when the story is about him then he makes her pregnant. Ouch! It is like a sword that pierced my heart which always lead me to my awakening. It is a repetitive scheme which I stupidly repeat for all throughout of my existence. But now, I break that cycle.
My immediate perception of the new experience is that I’ve broken from the past. But that is rarely true. Soon, I see I’ve stumbled once again over myself.