what has pain done to u?

Ive become cold and bitter. I dont forgive ppl and i have alot of hate in my heart. I was never like this 😢When i see ppl wid more than me(im unemployed) i get envious. I know its wrong but thats how I feel. Its amazin how some ppl suffer so much and some not at all 😠Im jus an emotional angry mess. I dont know what to do sometimes.

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sighmeupforthat · 46-50, M

fearful.

i'm a very frightened individual i am not a strong being.

Clairessa09 · 31-35

@sighmeupforthat I am the same. Im afraid to go even to buy groceries

sighmeupforthat · 46-50, M

@Clairessa09 i know what you mean. when i must do things.. that i can adjust the routine, i try to figure out when the 'best' time is for me which would be when there's the least amount of people and activity around.

if i can do it. right now i'm in some HOT pain in my hip and i still haven't done any xmas shopping and must keep an eye on my wife.

another thing that help is slowing down my pace overall. (let the insanity around me whiz on by averting me. :D )

Clairessa09 · 31-35

@sighmeupforthat its a struggle 😢I also hav social anxiety