What is THIS..all about?

Have you ever experienced the weight of the torment lifting..the fog clearing..and a few rays of Sunshine beam thru...until you feel her warm embrace!
Mother Nature's love has managed to penetrate a wall of confusion,fear and frustration.
A clear path has been created...even for just a short moment...where you, connect to your Higher Self. Your floating in a library of wisdom...all this information available for your disposal to get back on the path you need to be...
However!
As you're basking in the Sunlight and uploading all the information you require Spiritually...a thought kinda creeps in.."I think I need to write about this...
I need to lock this shit down on paper for later!
I need to look into this further...
I get ready to write it down!
Then Poof!
All gone...almost as if I was in a trance..and back to reality..the moment I was getting ready to write!
However...I am still left with the feeling of calmness and comfort that everything is gonna be ok..BUT..I am not able to remember how I got here for next time I am treading water in the ocean called life!

P.s.

I apologize if this does not make sense..
I just wrote as the thoughts ran thru my mind!

Lol...it maybe nothing...or it may be something...lol