When did it begin?

If you have a fetish, special interest or attraction, do know when it began? Were you aware of it your whole life? Can you pinpoint a time when it began? Or, was it always there but something happened later to cause you to realize it?

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Max27 · 31-35, M

i have been aware of my special interest and attraction to spanking and discipline since i was a young boy. I remember the day my best neighborhood friend in those days (a girl named Leah) her mom would inform me regularly about times she would get spanked by her father. I would spank her butt sometimes when she was ahead of me going upstairs to my room to play. she has always had a big butt which i was aware of in elementary school days. i have followed the spanking community for close to twenty years now. first time i actually masturbated successfully when i was a child was to a Kailee Robenson spanking clip.