Do you feel like the people around you get confused by your smile?

I certainly feel like most people immediately assume I am the most happiest person alive only because I try to smile even when I feel like grinding my teeth and clenching my fists. Somedays I feel like throwing tantrums like a 2 year old but I resist, maybe its because I am an adult and there are better ways to handle life's hardships 🤔

Does this happen to you?