There's nothing I need to do on the horizon, i've been able to do all that was expected of me.
I acknowledge that it doesn't look good on me for example to be accepting charity while getting my weed and liquor, for liquor I shouldn't have got it, because it makes me puke eventually, and with weed I always have a coughing fit, but the value they give me makes them worth it for me, more for the weed, which is almost as needed as cigarettes themselves.
The value of feeling different for a little while, feeling different is physiologically listening to music, an extra, and like a person with migraines, it'll have some backlashes.
Next thing is when i'm due for my medications refills, which should be about the end of next week.
What is my pleasure now to do, is to listen to my audiobooks, and little else, I want to not even do much on SW for awhile, as everything has a backlash, a blemish on a peaceful mind, the spoken word of some of the greatest literature, there's no backlash normally there, it can be a forwardflash even when handled correctly.
