I feeeeeel sooooo sad

I haven't been able to get visa to travel to US.
Ive been dreaming of our wedding for many years. I dont know why I always have to wait alot for any good thing in life.
I miss my fiancé so much and though I try to stay strong for him I feeeeeeel very sad he is not by my side now and my life is so incomplete without him.
May God help all the lovers to reunite and stay together forever.