I Want to Hear About Your Wedding Day

June 8, 2002...beautiful day until....
My inlaws got mad at me, my wedding coordinator was a no show and nearly ruined my wedding, everyone was ready before me....I didn't feel beautiful or feel loved on the day. I was told by one of my husbands friends I was too pushy...when I didn't even understand why she said it. My maid of honour decided to back out because she was just a horrible friend. My father n law nearly walked out and didn't want to come to the wedding because I'd already chosen music and he wasn't included in singing on the day. I felt like it was the biggest waste of money and time when husband and I could have gone to a small church in Vegas or the mountains, but my mother was old fashioned and decided to invite all of her friends. I like to call it my Senior Citizen Wedding. Just another day where I felt like I wasn't good enough and no one cared enough about me to let me enjoy my day.
I love my husband, but it was the biggest disappointment of my life.
I told my mother about how I felt and she was like,"Don't you talk bad about your wedding day." Really mom? I told you only a certain amount of guests and two weeks before.... you were still sending invites. Just unbelievable.
This is a sore topic for me if you can't tell.
Everyone was mad at me and I felt it was the worst day of my life!!!!!!!