Valentine Day not loooking forward to it

this will be my 2 valentine day bye myself it hard to believe that it has been almost 2 years now that my wife has passed away to my preacher that it will be soon that the both of us have know each other for 2 years now my friends and family and church family are so great but that only dose so much for me it not the same with out my wife but trying to make the best of it all don't like being single at all would rather be married don't like going as much anymore when i was married i went a lot try to talk with some of the women here but some of them are gust mean and some are so sweet and nice and caring and understanding it would be nice to be remarried again but i don't think i'm that lucky or good looking to tell you the truth i don't know what my wife was in me that made her fall in love with me because so was so pretty and me im gust ugly

NOS4R2 · 36-40

Can I suggest something ?
You need full stops and stuff in your sentences.
That's really hard to read. It all merges together.

People need spaces between thoughts .

To tell where one sentence or idea stops, and another begins.

Maybe people aren't responding coz it's hard to read what you posted?

If you make it easier to read, people might respond more?

Also, maybe ask more questions .
People like questions, especially about themselves.

Sorry about your wife, that must hurt.